my kin makes me sooo happy and finding out stuff about my main form is fucking great, like i recently realized that the phantom horns i’ve had and imagined forever are most similar to springbok horns. and when i first noticed it i was like. shit. i have those too. i have always wanted to make charas with that exact horn shape and was really oddly fixated on it but i didn’t know any real horned animals had em too. f

i’ve had some even worse memory issues lately and i forgot what the animal that had them was called and got really sad but. i found them again!! (and now added one to my kin tag in case i do that again whoops)

hhhh now that i think about it springboks may have even more to do with my main form? idk i have a lot to figure out still!